I know you want to care for me
I know you have a warm house
I know I have a clean bed here
I know you always have food in the cupboards
I know you speak up for me
I know you offer me kindness
I know you want to love me
I feel I am unlovable as no one has loved me before
I feel I can never get warm the coldness is in my heart
I feel I will wet the bed over and over till the bedding
runs out
I feel any second that someone might forget to feed me
I feel alone misunderstood invisible unlikeable
I feel frightened by kindness it is not what I know
I fear if you knew the real me you would be shocked
I fear if you knew the real me you could not love me
I fear if you knew the real me I would be too exposed
I fear if you knew the real me it would be scary for you
I fear letting you in you may bring me only pain
I fear that my fear may overwhelm us both
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